I just thought i'd let you guys know i still exist. I just have not had the attention span for ANY kind of art lately. I do still have lots of ideas, a love ,and desire for art. Lately though, i just can't stay focused on any thing but watching TV shows and sometimes playing plants vs. zombies.
Money is also an issue. I'm always worried about that. No one wants to hire full time employees anymore because they are cheap ass fuckers. I have no savings, to many needs, and my life is going nowhere fast. Maybe if i was happier i'd be more motivated to make art, but that is usually my stress outlet.....so i don't get it.
Well, i have gone through spells were i took a break from art, but this time seems different. I wonder how long it will last. What really annoys me is being in the mood to play a certain video game or sometimes wanting to work on my art when im at work, or doing something i can't stop, to do those things. And even when i do get home, iv'e lost interest by then. I fucking hate having a short attention span.
I also wish i could move the fuck out of Alabama. This shit state has no opportunities. Fuck you Alabama..........i want out, but with no means or money to move.......i'm just fucked. (sigh) I just need to start arting again, because that is all there is for me, and shitty part-time cashier jobs.
I have recently finished a line art of an ACEO (3x5in card) That may be the only thing i start back on when i get going again. At least at first, then i hope that will get me in the mood to finish bigger drawings, like the commission and the prize i owe.
If anyone has any advice that would help a person with a short attention span get in the mood to color, im all ears............or in this case, all eyes. X3